i went to her grave a while ago and i cleaned off her grave i pulled out some grass and scooted away bugs and ants....we put flowers there for her and i sat on the new grass growing in the spot she was burried in....i sat on it and stared at the ground wishing i could rewind everything and see her beautiful face just one more time to tell her i love her and treat her like the angel she was and is and always will be i think of her constantly and wish she was here...i wish she could hold me when i cry and have my back the way she did b4 i knew she lvoed me the most moee than my friends and most of my family....living is pointless when the one u lived for in the first place has been taken away....